No More High School

This is my first post as a high school graduate. It's so weird to think that I won't be going back to high school in the fall. It feels different. I know I'm ready to move on, but it's scary. I got home from my senior trip to Cali this afternoon and I may not see those people any more after today. It's a really scary thought. I'm getting excited though. I'll find out this month who my roommates are and Dad told me to start making a list of all the things I need in college. I can't believe it's actually here. I'm so glad I'm staying in Grace this summer though. I'm glad I get to be with my family and my friends a little while longer. I am ready to make new friends though. It'll be an exciting change, and some of my old friends are going to USU or are within driving distance so I can visit them during the school year. I'm going to miss Angela a lot. She's moving to California for the summer then going to BYU so I won't see her after this, and it's really hard for me. I'm also having a hard time with Steph being gone. I want to talk to her so bad. I didn't think this would be so hard for me, but it is. I think about her all the time and want to tell her everything. I know I still can, but a week for a response is a long time. She's doing well though and that makes me happy.
Well, I'm a college student now. I can steady date, kiss, and stay out late (when I move out) :) It's so weird, but I know I'll have fun. See you around this summer.

Life Update

This is my last full week of high school. AHHHH I'm getting excited and scared for graduation. I still have no idea what I'm going to say at graduation. I think about it all the time, but I just can't come up with anything. I'll have to think harder I guess. The Hobby Lobby guy called me yesterday and I have to call him back tomorrow. Hopefully that means I can get a job there. (If they'll let me go to BPA) Stephanie has been gone since Wednesday and I miss her. I sometimes wonder how I can get through this next year without her. It's scary because she's always been the one I could talk to about anything, and I know we can still talk, but it's not the same.
I have yet to send out my graduation announcements which should really be done before next week. I took my physics final. I'm not sure how I did, but I've decided that if I get a B on it, I'm ok with that. Which is kind of a big deal for me. I just got home from Lagoon. I went with the physics class and they got me on the Rocket. Man I just wanted to cry when I was up there. It was bad. The sky ride broke down while I was up there too. I was so scared it was going to plummet. Josh Dimond kept telling me to just breathe. I'm fine when I'm moving, but when your just sitting there it gets a little nerve wracking yah know? I'm so tired. I was thinking about going to Logan tonight to pick up the girls from Barbi's but I kind of want to sleep in my own bed, so I don't think I will be doing that. Actually right now I'm going to go fill the tub and finish my book before going to bed. Goodnight
Alyssa

I'm conflicted

So Nationals have been postponed until June because of the swine flu and I don't know what to do. Should I go? By then I'll have a job. It'll be like my second week. Can you take your second week of work off? Is that allowed? Can I even find someone who will hire me if I have to take off that week? If I do, then I don't think I can go to the family renunion because I will have already taken a week off. GRRRRR stupid pigs!!!! I'm not happy Bob, not happy.