I Love the Lord

Sometimes people are so stubborn. I am one of those people. It's so stupid, especially when it comes to the Lord. I have been having a hard time, but I thought that I was praying and trusting the Lord and doing things right. Well, the other day I realized I was just going through the motions. I was not leaning on the Lord at all. It's like when you're leaning up against someone, but you hold yourself up, so it looks like you're leaning on them but you're not really. Yeah, that's what I've been doing. I know that the Lord has been drying to help me. It seems that every single lesson that we've had in Institute has been directed right at me. I love the Lord so much. I'm so glad He listens. I pray that I can take that first step in the dark. I know once I do the next direction will be lighted. I just need to trust Him.